Uh-Mazing Day!

oke, jadi gue sama temen" gue yang lain itu nonton closing tarpatcup 7 dari yang rencana nya dtg jam 4 jadi ngaret jadi dateng jam 6 sampe jam sekitar 11an malem. nah di situ guest star nya SOULJAH, gue ga terlalu suka juga siih tapi vega yang suka makanya gue diajak dia juga nonton, kita have fun bareng dan ketemu smua temen" lama yang gue kangenin{} we've made a lot of pictures:

Fireworks at the end of the show <3

Setelah acara nya selesai, gue berniat pulang karena udah ngantuk banget jam 11an malem itu, gue dijemput abang gue karena dia sekalian nganterin ceweknya pulang, nah karena abang gue belum dateng, gue nunggu di mobil nya vega dulu di situ vega maksa banget pulang bareng dan ga kayak biasa nya kali ini tuh dia bener-bener mohon buat pulang bareng karena katanya dia ada yang mau ceritain, tp kalo mau cerita kan bisa langsung gausah pulang bareng tapi entah kenapa dia bener-bener maksa, tapi apa mau dikata gue tetep pulang sama abang gue. Dimobil vega sambil nunggu abang gue, gue dan vega bareng debora dan cika kita masih ngobrol-ngobrol biasa dan idiot biasa sampe vega membahas masalah gue dan dia kemarin hem oke itu bikin gue kesel karena gue udah capek berantem terus, jadi gue kesel di situ dan diem gamau liat muka dia, dia minta maaf minta maaf teruuuussss tp ttp gue diemin-,- haha sampe tiba-tiba dia ngambil sesuatu dari jok belakang, gue pikir dia pengen ngambil tas gue tapi ternyata dia tiba-tiba ngasih iniiiiii :

V : 'maaf ya buat semua nya kemaren, 2 bulanan kita berantem

maaf ya bella, ini sebagai permintaan maaf dan juga sebagai

rasa sayang ke bella, mungkin kecil kalo dari boneka ini

tapi sisanya bakal vega kasih dari perhatian dan kasih sayang

sekali lagi maaf ya bella dan selamat 2 bulan :)"

B : '*my tears fell down* makasih banget ya vega :')

*and then i kissed his cheeks*

V : '*he hug and kissed my cheeks' vega sayang sama bella:)'

di situ gue speechless banget! terharu banget:") pantesan vega maksa banget biar gue pulang sama dia, di situ dia bener-bener ga lepasin pelukkannya dan dia bilang ga rela lepasin :') tapi mau gimana gue tetep pulang sama abang gue.

But at least, Thankyou Vega for everything, Thankyou for loving me, Thankyou for make me smile when i supposed to be mad, Thankyou for wiped all my tears, and Thankyou for being a part of my life. I can't tell you how much I love you <3 <3 <3 :) :D :* {{{{{{}}}}}}

With love and hugs , your pretty monster,

Triyuni Isabella Hutabarat

you make me so desperately in love.

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times
You… I don’t know what to say
You've made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would  be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side


Reff : 
You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep,  I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you


You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying
You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down


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I'm sorry if we had to fight yesterday
I'm sorry that I was blame it to you
I know even my heart was so hurt but i can't lie that it's still yours
You said 'something different' between us
I want to change that
I want you here beside me
I know our problem wasn't that big
But the things that hurt me most was why we had to fight in our 2nd months anniversary?

Sincerely, the hurt one

Triyuni Isabella

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary

Happy 2 months Anniversary Nickolaus Vega :)

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Sincerely, your worst

Triyuni Isabella Hutabarat

for you, J

I know the feel when you're feeling apart, I know the feel of being alone, I know the feel of being no one to someone who had been being your someone. I've already feel that feelings. Move on isn't an easy thing, it's the hardest part of being forgotten,I admit that. But through it all, there's a hidden plans behind this pain, there's a secret happiness behind this all goodbye. You just have to search those 'happy' feelings. It's not about forgot your someone, it just about let him know that you're okay with your condition, if he is really yours, you just have to wait 'till he come along someday. Do not stuck in the moment, every hello has it owns goodbye. There's always a consequences for any decisions, you've got to face your own consequence, you've already made it. By the way, it had been 1 month you had broke up with your ex, but i didn't really see that you've already let him go. His memories in your phone, his timeline that you stalked every-time you remember him (it's sad how you remember him all the time-_-) and all your memories that you kept is just USELESS. What is the meaning of "I'M OKAY NOW, I'M FREE" if you just can't let your heart and mind be free too, your heart was hurt not because of him, but because of you , you pushed your self away from the reality and force your heart to stay in him. Maybe you wanna say " I've move on, i just sad when the memories come back and remind me of him", hey girl, you've move on yet! you're stuck with your own decision! He might be already with someone else right now , but you just stuck without nothing. I'm begging you, please MOVE ON ! I didn't force you to delete your memories, I just want you to move on ! gaaaaahhhhhhhh I'm tired to say this things to you, "if he's already met a new girl, why the hell you can't meet your new guy? at least just move on" wohhhhh you'd be in tears if you can read my mind about asking you to move on 'cause it hurts me most -,-" (why the hell I'm being the hurt one? -,-) wohhhhhh I just wanna thanked God that you've already stayed off him, but I was regret why I ask you to broke up with him 'cause you're totally abstract ! you've been upset longer than i thought. But one thing you should know, "stop thinking 'bout someone who's not thinking for you even just for a second. it's useless" , face your own consequence and STOP GALAU please-___- Close your eyes, Clear your heart and Let it go..
GoodLuck!,

                                     

sincerely your best best best friend in made a fun of you ;p,

Triyuni Isabella Hutabarat

Happy 1st Month Anniversary

I was late to post it, but i didn't care what date is it,

'cause date isn't important to tell you

how much i love you

Happy 1st Anniversary, sincerely

your tweety <3