for you, J

I know the feel when you're feeling apart, I know the feel of being alone, I know the feel of being no one to someone who had been being your someone. I've already feel that feelings. Move on isn't an easy thing, it's the hardest part of being forgotten,I admit that. But through it all, there's a hidden plans behind this pain, there's a secret happiness behind this all goodbye. You just have to search those 'happy' feelings. It's not about forgot your someone, it just about let him know that you're okay with your condition, if he is really yours, you just have to wait 'till he come along someday. Do not stuck in the moment, every hello has it owns goodbye. There's always a consequences for any decisions, you've got to face your own consequence, you've already made it. By the way, it had been 1 month you had broke up with your ex, but i didn't really see that you've already let him go. His memories in your phone, his timeline that you stalked every-time you remember him (it's sad how you remember him all the time-_-) and all your memories that you kept is just USELESS. What is the meaning of "I'M OKAY NOW, I'M FREE" if you just can't let your heart and mind be free too, your heart was hurt not because of him, but because of you , you pushed your self away from the reality and force your heart to stay in him. Maybe you wanna say " I've move on, i just sad when the memories come back and remind me of him", hey girl, you've move on yet! you're stuck with your own decision! He might be already with someone else right now , but you just stuck without nothing. I'm begging you, please MOVE ON ! I didn't force you to delete your memories, I just want you to move on ! gaaaaahhhhhhhh I'm tired to say this things to you, "if he's already met a new girl, why the hell you can't meet your new guy? at least just move on" wohhhhh you'd be in tears if you can read my mind about asking you to move on 'cause it hurts me most -,-" (why the hell I'm being the hurt one? -,-) wohhhhhh I just wanna thanked God that you've already stayed off him, but I was regret why I ask you to broke up with him 'cause you're totally abstract ! you've been upset longer than i thought. But one thing you should know, "stop thinking 'bout someone who's not thinking for you even just for a second. it's useless" , face your own consequence and STOP GALAU please-___- Close your eyes, Clear your heart and Let it go..
GoodLuck!,

                                     

sincerely your best best best friend in made a fun of you ;p,

Triyuni Isabella Hutabarat